The Guy In Tuxedo

The firt time I was amazed by guy was about 4 years ago.



I remember... It was my friend's wedding.



I was walking through a door when I saw a guy in formal suit walking down from stairs. He shyly looked at me.



I was silent. My jaw dropped.


Then I felt hot on my face and could tell that it turned red. I was blush just to see him.



"Khwan?" His voice woke me up.

"You're...." I was speechless....

"Huh?"

"You're handsome..." I shyly told him.

"Does that mean normally I'm not?" said him and laughed.



I walked into the kitchen to greet his mom.

"Mother," I called her. "Can I borrow your son to date for awhile" I teased her.

"Oh, just take him away!" she laughly replied me.



While he was holding my hand and we were walking to his car to drive to the hotel where the wedding was,

It felt like I once again fall in love with him.












Today is the second time for me, I think.



I know that it is annoying for guy to try on clothes. They don't enjoy putting clothes on, taking them off and checking in the mirror over and over like girls, especially the guy I am about to mention.

It is very hard to convince him to do that even though I told him how handsome the clothes can make him to be.



After I have tried one hundred and six times, I succeeded.

The guy was in tuxedo with red bowtie stood still and shyly looked at me.



"Jee.... you... are...." I couldn't find words to say.

"Khwan? Why you look at me like that?" Asked him.

"You.... are....." I still didn't know what to say.

"Khwan!"

"Well, you are unbelievely handsome." I finally found words to say.



I almost fell in love with him when I had him turn around to check the outfit and to see how handsome he was.



Sundenly, he step hardly on my right foot and punched my stomach.

"I don't like this!!!!!!" He screamed.



Due to the pain from his punch, I sat down and saw him ran away.




Luckily, it was "almost," I told myself.

Luckily that I didn't fall for him yet....

Got Cut

"I'm bleeding......." I cried to mom.

"What happened?"

"That knife cut me." I pointed to a knife and blamed it.

"Knife is sharp, right?" asked her.

"Yes...."

"Can the knife cut you itself?"

"No...."




"So how did you get cut?"

"I was careles...."

"It is not the knife that cut you," she said.




"But you cut yourself."




"Be careful next time you use the knife, ok?"

Instead of giving her answer, I nodded my head.

She put a bandage on my finger and finally said,




"You should learn to know how to protect yourself."

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Thank you for across-the-continents calling.

Thank you for Auld Lang Syne singing.

Thank you for smiling and laughing even though it's just through the phone.

Thank you for counting down to New Year second with me

(although you did it already in the past 12 hours.)

And

Thank you for all of your blessing.

Wish all of those return to all of you as well.

HAPPY NEW YEAR KA

:)

Throughout The Year of 2010

One thing I always do at the end of the year is to look back thoughout the whole year and repeat what had happened and what I have done in the past one year.


Year of 2010 is like the other years in my life.


There're something took place, something have gone.

There're something I have got, something I was missing.

There're many great things I have got, also something to challenge my strength.



The most special thing that I am blessed to get this year

is to get to spend time with someone.




All things you've done help me get through the year.



Thank you for being there,

and making my year be more special than I have expected.






Due to unexpected long vacation over Christmas, I should not complain about I have to work on New Year Eve and New Year Day.


As getting stuck home alone,

I am counting down to the year of 2011 with my pillows

and be as usual as I always am every New Year Eve --





Being excited with

and looking forward to the next year!




Happy New Year, Everyone!!

Reason To Laugh

Smiling and laughing are indicator of my happiness.

I describe myself as a person who can find funny things in things around and can smile at every single thing.

There are some people see me crazy. But at least, a good side of it is it still make me know that I am positive and cheerful.

There is my favorite video clip on Youtube which always remind me not to let myself down and always be happy.

Allow yourself to laugh at silly thing

Somehow I'm crazy as my friends say that I always laugh at nonsense and silly things.

But why is there need to have to find reasons to laugh, right?

A Christmas Effect

"I don't want to nap!" screamed a little boy.






Due to Christmas, there were a lot of activities and parties in these past several days.

Although you have so much energy, but, believe me, this is the chance you will get exhausted.



You will get to see Santa Clause every other days and there are pizzas and also candies for your dinner.

You will see a lot of children running around the small room and as you turn your face to another way even just a few seconds, when you turn back to look for your kids, you will see them scoop candies into their little mouthes while grabbing candy canes in both hands.

Then, there will be some people come to talk to you. So you have to talk to them and try to keep your eyes on the kids while they're playing hide and seek among those kids with you.






Well....

those are enough for you to get tired.



Too much party never be good for anyone.

I can tell that there's an obvious effect from Christmas parties. Since those already turn little guys around me into little cranky monsters.



The house was hectic. We had scream, yelling, whine and cry for the whole day.

The best solution for this situation is to put the monsters down to nap.






But......



"I'm not tired!!!"

"I don't need nap!!!"



After playing "Run (away and cry) and Catch (to nap)" for almost an hour, finally, I could grab these little cranky guys and put them to bed sucessfully.

The house was in peace finally.....






Well..... just a little while later,



there're bangings on the door.

I heard screaming and yelling,



"I don't want to nap!!!"






I then closed my eyes....... and took a very, very deep breath.

"You don't want to nap?" I talked to the little monster in my mind.



"But I do need your nap."

DAD

Once when I was young and all I knew was just to crawl,

There's a guy helped me to learn to stand, to learn to walk.

I stood on his feet, learning every steps he took.

Then, step by step I have learned to walk myself, he was there.

His steps are to follow.

His shoes were at the front door.

I, a young little girl, got them on and walked proudly.

As wanting to walk like he did,

Even though the shoes were heavy, but I tried to walk as I wished.

As growing up and going through many things,

I then know that walking is not as easy as I thought.










The day life is too tough to take,

I get through it from the thing I learn from his heavy shoes and the walk he has made.

Thank you for all of your love,

I do love you so much, DAD.