Throughout The Year of 2010

One thing I always do at the end of the year is to look back thoughout the whole year and repeat what had happened and what I have done in the past one year.


Year of 2010 is like the other years in my life.


There're something took place, something have gone.

There're something I have got, something I was missing.

There're many great things I have got, also something to challenge my strength.



The most special thing that I am blessed to get this year

is to get to spend time with someone.




All things you've done help me get through the year.



Thank you for being there,

and making my year be more special than I have expected.






Due to unexpected long vacation over Christmas, I should not complain about I have to work on New Year Eve and New Year Day.


As getting stuck home alone,

I am counting down to the year of 2011 with my pillows

and be as usual as I always am every New Year Eve --





Being excited with

and looking forward to the next year!




Happy New Year, Everyone!!

Reason To Laugh

Smiling and laughing are indicator of my happiness.

I describe myself as a person who can find funny things in things around and can smile at every single thing.

There are some people see me crazy. But at least, a good side of it is it still make me know that I am positive and cheerful.

There is my favorite video clip on Youtube which always remind me not to let myself down and always be happy.

Allow yourself to laugh at silly thing

Somehow I'm crazy as my friends say that I always laugh at nonsense and silly things.

But why is there need to have to find reasons to laugh, right?

A Christmas Effect

"I don't want to nap!" screamed a little boy.






Due to Christmas, there were a lot of activities and parties in these past several days.

Although you have so much energy, but, believe me, this is the chance you will get exhausted.



You will get to see Santa Clause every other days and there are pizzas and also candies for your dinner.

You will see a lot of children running around the small room and as you turn your face to another way even just a few seconds, when you turn back to look for your kids, you will see them scoop candies into their little mouthes while grabbing candy canes in both hands.

Then, there will be some people come to talk to you. So you have to talk to them and try to keep your eyes on the kids while they're playing hide and seek among those kids with you.






Well....

those are enough for you to get tired.



Too much party never be good for anyone.

I can tell that there's an obvious effect from Christmas parties. Since those already turn little guys around me into little cranky monsters.



The house was hectic. We had scream, yelling, whine and cry for the whole day.

The best solution for this situation is to put the monsters down to nap.






But......



"I'm not tired!!!"

"I don't need nap!!!"



After playing "Run (away and cry) and Catch (to nap)" for almost an hour, finally, I could grab these little cranky guys and put them to bed sucessfully.

The house was in peace finally.....






Well..... just a little while later,



there're bangings on the door.

I heard screaming and yelling,



"I don't want to nap!!!"






I then closed my eyes....... and took a very, very deep breath.

"You don't want to nap?" I talked to the little monster in my mind.



"But I do need your nap."

DAD

Once when I was young and all I knew was just to crawl,

There's a guy helped me to learn to stand, to learn to walk.

I stood on his feet, learning every steps he took.

Then, step by step I have learned to walk myself, he was there.

His steps are to follow.

His shoes were at the front door.

I, a young little girl, got them on and walked proudly.

As wanting to walk like he did,

Even though the shoes were heavy, but I tried to walk as I wished.

As growing up and going through many things,

I then know that walking is not as easy as I thought.










The day life is too tough to take,

I get through it from the thing I learn from his heavy shoes and the walk he has made.

Thank you for all of your love,

I do love you so much, DAD.

Dear Santa,

Dear Santa,






As trying to be a good girl for the whole year,

may I ask you for something?





I will cross out everything on my wish list,

no new orange watch,

no new un-cracked camera,

no sunglasses to ship home,

no big pack of M&Ms,

no any other things else from your big red bag,

if I would only ask for one thing from you.

May my Christmas this year is different from the previous one?

I promise to behave myself for the whole next year,

if it would take me a place where I can keep my feet and my heart warm like home,





And I would give anything,

if it only take me warm arms to hide myself for the whole Christmas night.





I would do anything, Santa...





Thank you very much for your listening,


Khwan